I may be good at my school life but I'm not very good at my personal life... and sometimes its just so hard to please my parents... it's just so hard...

My life is totally in a great mess and I've no absolute idea on what i can do... I really do not know... I'm very sick of going through the same agreement every day with my parents and I just hope it could all come to an end! Okay I admit... I am too hot tempered and If i were to start thinking... I guess I am the cause of the arguments...

I am totally sick and tired of this cycle but there is absolutely no way i can run away from this reality, I GOTTA DO SOMETHING! Sometimes I feel that it is because of my family problem that made me so desperate for a girlfriend... there so much personal stuff kept in me and that i dunno how to tell and share with my friends:(

ARE THERE EVEN ANYTHING THAT I CAN DO?

My father is not making much profit from his wanton noodle shop and I am really too much for demanding so much even when i can't even really help at all. There is really so many instance when i want to say "sorry" but just then when i realize how difficult it is. I really salute people and friends who are so courageous to do that:P

ALRIGHT! Enough talking about stuff that really got me troubled for 17 years:( I am sorry that i shouldn't be talking about so much depressing stuff but i really can't help it... The problem is with me... I find the root of these entire problem and i BELIEVE that one day i will be the one solving this...

Anyways... days during the holidays have been so empty even for the first day that I am just clueless on what to do next... I guess I have nothing else to nag about so I am going to go get my guitar and just play my heart out!:D

MIAOVIN:D
Signing Off