Human are the main cause of all of their misery and troubles... and i am the cause the misery I am in now... Sometimes i am really clueless, why is my existence in this world needed? Am i just brought to this world to be causing misery? WHY?! I am like the one who is like bringing misery to people around me... I am already almost there to make things nice but just one wrong step i made just now and i ruin everthing!

I am so heartless, my parents are the ones that endure all my nonsense and still have to help me. My mother is right, i don deserve this kind of treatment! Its very much time for me to appreciate them instead of demanding appreciation from them. I am their son and i should be bringing joy into their lives and not misery and sadness. Although we are poor, i can still make this environment a very happy one for them but... I am instead turning it all upside down. I can make a difference in their lives, life is short and i want to give them the very best i can give. I want them to enjoy every moment at home. Impossible is nothing, it is whether i want to do it.

i will wipe away all the tears on my face and move ahead and give my very best. I will not want this to happen again. It may be tough to do it but I CAN!

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D