I am uncertain of what i am thinking... I just feel so confused... There are so many things that i fear off... Oh man... I lost my self confidence quickly... Its not because of others but because of what i am telling myself. I think i tend to think too much about the failures that i will get but that should not be the way! I just feel like slapping myself a billion times but i guess it still will not help. C'mon man melvin... if i were to believe that i can... i definitely can but now i have to convince myself! I don't think im convinced myself and that is why I always loses confidence in myself very quickly. I am embarking and working hard towards my goals to become a pilot and i believe there are more obstacles than this. I will not care what people will think of me! PEOPLE THINKS THAT IM STUPID, USELESS AND MANY THINKS THAT I AM UNABLE TO MAKE IT TO BECOME A PILOT! I HAVE A QUESTION FOR THESE PEOPLE... " IS IT WRONG FOR A PERSON TO HAVE A DREAM AND MAKE IT A REALITY?" At least i have a dream and i willing to work towards it! I will prove these people wrong! Every single day, i get defeated by people who likes to say things that makes me lose my confidence but i am lucky that i have good friends who are always there to rebuild my confidence... if there are reading this now there will know who they are... they are my heroes! They are always ready to listen to what i have to say and will never look down upon me... they will always give me the encouragement to move on and not face down when obstacles is right ahead of me! Without them, i may not walk till this far... A school president... A station inspector... i had a goal in mind to achieve all this but i went through alot difficulties to achieve all this... now its to become a pilot... will it come true? No one knows... but i there is one thing that i am certain off... I believe in myself!

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D