I have been so busy lately that i rarely have the time to even blog. Everyday i have been trying to study something but it always seem as if i have done nothing. My friends advice me not to be stress. I tried but i just cant! I just feel so useless man:( I cant even suppress the stressful feeling in me. In math rememdial today, i can't seem to do any simple math and it made me feel even useless than ever. Will i fail my O levels? Will I end up in ITE or the course i dislike? These worries i have in mind is making me cry and laugh at the wrong time. What made me even stress was that while singing the national anthem i suddenly realise that this month is already the 7th month and our O levels is just in the 10th month... I keep having the thought that i am going to fail but i guess i have to keep what mr sim said which i think was true. "If you think you will fail, you won't succeed" I got to have some bit of confidence in myself. RELAX AND BE CALM! I CAN DO IT! I have become someone whom i dunno who he really is... My world has become complete darkness and i kept having the feeling that everyone just hates me to the core which made me hate myself too! WHo am i... I need to find back the melvin who used to be confident, excel in both leadership and academic... who exactly am i... who...

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D