Sunday, July 6, 2008 ▪ 12:31 AM
Mental struggle...
I'm a poor kid. No joke. But it seems that i want good stuff always... I can't resist the temptation... now i want to but the sony earphone and i think that i am going to buy very soon. Oh man! Now i feels that i am like a spoilt brat and a person with no self control, treating money like its mineral water... I am like so despicable:X A earphone for $49. I am like repeatedly asking myself whether i should buy anot... i have to decide... a decision have to be made...
Exams are coming but i am so unprepared. I am now like an untrained soldier. Ignorant on how to use the weapons that i have. Entering the battle field and die. Stabbed & Shot till i slowly bleed to death with my eyes open hoping to see future... Fear continue to exist in me. I want to study but there are so many distractions. I have to resist from all this STUPID distractions, stick my ass close to the chair and start "dating" the books... I am scared... scared...
Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D