Today wasn't a very pleasant day i guess. During recess time, while walking down the stairs i said "hi" to these "two friends" of mine then i was scolded "IRRITATING". So i was thinking if i should just pretend that they don't exist the next time i see them... but i guess it will be alittle tough because i am so used saying "hi" to whoever i see. Sometimes i will reflect on myself and my behaviour. I was thinking to earn a respect of others, what should i do? Maybe i should not be so dramatic all the time but the dramatic side is the real me! I guess sometimes my own silly actions of mine contradict myself by making me lose the respect of others and that could be why my friends are treating me "this way". Should i just act solemn for most of the time? I was thinking it would be tough because i'm not those type of people... I guess i have to find the real "melvin" in me... maybe this is the real me because i like making people laugh and that explains my silly actions in school. To earn the respect of others, i must not be bullied in school easily and stand up for myself. I have to be solemn looking at the right time and be dramatic at the right time. I will work towards the better in becoming a melvin that people respects and not melvin who people treat as a stray cat and just spit at it. I AM WHO I AM AND I WILL BECOME THE BETTER "MELVIN"! I've got to study for a while more before sleeping... So long...

Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D